|New Song, A Song For A Son.
||[Dec. 8th, 2009|02:07 am]
New song is available to download on smashingpumpkins.com for free. It's called "A Song For A Son".|
The first EP from Teargarden by Kaleidyscope also will include “Astral Planes”, “Widow Wake My Mind”, and “A Stitch in Time”.
Cool! Even very cool!
But not in SP-style, IMHO =)
Thank you, sir! I eagerly await this mysterious Teargarden... Any dates on when we can expect its arrival?
They're releasing one song at a time, online, and there are supposed to be 44 songs in all, so I'm guessing it'll be quite some time before they get around to releasing the whole album on a disc.
The song's very out of ordinary, but great nonetheless.
2009-12-09 03:19 pm (UTC)
invading me !
but i'm jealous , u get virtual gifts as well
2009-12-09 10:20 pm (UTC)
Until this moment i have never understood the full mening of losing everything in order to have my greatest wish granted. And presumably i still don´t. But i´ll tell you this:
If there but one chanse; i would gain my hearts greatest desire. All pain would make sence and if i could do it all over again no matter how painfull it is, to deserve that one chance to find one, that like me, is so incapable to care for his own heart yet so tender with the heart of another that he´d give his last breath before doing wrong. Only then i could love and let myself beloved and everything that was so precious before will fade and disappear to oblivion in comparison.
How shall i explain that you are my hearts greatest desire. That i have never yearned for something as deeply as now as i beg of you to give me a chanse to be a part of your life. I am afraid to appear a lunatic, to scare you, or to not even reach you, ever. I can only do my best and hope that you will choose to contact me. Over the years, i have wanted to contact you, it took me eighteen years to ward of all the reasons why i shouldn´t ant thus this letter. Life has been a struggle to me as it has been to so many other people. After my latest setback i have slowly come back to my senses and i have discovered that not only have i survived. but really, i want to live again.
It was eight years since i died within, and i could not bear to force my self to do anything anymore. Since i was eighteen i have been struggling with depression and anxiety hysteria. I am sure that my writhing, my photograpy are the things that kept me going.
Eight years ago my mother died. At that point, everything that i ever was vanised. All words were gone, i became so frigthened and sad that i turned silent. After that life has shaken me utterly and everything that could go wrong has gone wrong. The last three or four years have almost been without
any light and without will nor strength to go on. Used to allways live with the thought to hold on, becouse in the end everything would sort it self out anyway. But now i was struck by a new notion, saying, what if this is what will become of life, and the rest will become only a protracted degradation and an unworthy end. One is so bloody lonely inside one´s paralysed and petrified head that hardly ever stops being flooded with terror. A main thredd that has been with me all along is my quess for someone that loves in the way i do. Someone whose words are followed with deeds accordingly and not with just questions and emptiness. To never be left alone or leave someone with the cogniziance that one will soon have lost faith in finding that jigsaw piece that actually is out there. During all these years you have given words to my feelings and i have felt less lonely, becouse you seem to experience your quest almost as i am experiencing mine.
Like me, you always end up lost every time you love, and you always become so shattered whenever you are forced to give up and realize that you probably never will find the one who is your home and who will live up to all those bold words, like being ready to die for the one they love. There where life has brought me today, i am not interested in anything less than just this; EVERYTHING! To be allowed to belong to someone who is the same heart as myself and to have found my way home.
From the other side of the world you have managed to capture me, and i am yours if you want me. If what i feel is true and you choose to give me a chanse, there is nothing i wouldn´t do fot you. I would be happyu to get your real address, becouse what i write is intended for you in person only.
Lots of love Cecilija
2009-12-10 03:35 am (UTC)
Love the piano
I love the piano intro...
you put me and my friends on your VIP list for a Zwan show in Mpls back in something like 2000 or 2001...you put on a phenomenal show at 1st ave and I wanted to thank you for that experience.
2009-12-10 07:41 am (UTC)
DONT DATE JESSICA SIMPSON FOR THE LOVE OF GOD
Aaaaaaaaaah your voice, orgasmic! Luving the sound of the guitar, gets me flowing into the song ...
You're a meastro Sir Billy - keep 'em coming.
Cheers ... Starla